THIS IS EPHEMERAL

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GONE 05:54
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I feel the end when I’m with you I can’t pretend. Don’t you feel it too? Maybe I’m heartless? Maybe I’m cold? Let go, let go. I can’t go through this anymore Don’t you wanna set me free? I know who I want to be Miss me, miss me. You’re gonna miss me when I’m gone Who knows if it sets me free? I need to be... Gone, I can never hear from you again You know I’ll disappear. I am going To remove my attention I am done letting you play with my emotions I will trust my own instinct Cuz you and I’ve been so toxic But I am gone I can never hear from you again You know I’ll disappear. I am going To remove my attention I am done letting you play with my emotions Gone, gone, Gone, gone, but now I’m gone (Now I can be myself) Gone (Now I can be myself) Gone (Now I can be myself) Gone (Now I can be myself) but now I’m gone (Now I can be myself) Gone (Now I can be myself) Gone (Now I can be myself) Gone (Now I can be myself) but now I’m gone Gone, gone, gone but now I’m gone But now I’m... (I know what you think, you think I’m insane. I’m insane) (I know what you think, you think I’m insane. I’m insane) Yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah, I will trust my own instinct Cuz you and I’ve been so toxic But I am gone I can never hear from you again You know I’ll disappear. I am going To remove my attention. I am done letting you play with my emotions I will trust my own instinct Cuz you and I’ve been so toxic But I am gone I can never hear from you again, baby You know I’ll disappear. I am going To remove my attention. I am done letting you play with my emotions
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DEAD INSIDE 04:50
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I will not bow to an effigy Hypnotic mind control I saw the eyes of the enemy Illuminate in the dark Illuminate in the dark It’s in the dark Dark Dark No way out. I’ve lost everything I’ve been betrayed. Betrayed No way out I’ve lost everything, Falling into the abyss of my own illusion And it felt like shit I am dead inside It cuts me deep, like a sword I can’t believe, the knife puts me to sleep I’m confused: was I killed or being kept alive? I need the truth Somehow dead, I can’t even breathe here I can’t believe, I’m in Purgatory Somehow... Dead inside I think my mind has entered limbo I hear the sound of a song that I used to know Is this my rescue or is it the final blow? And why the hell does it sound so beautiful? What the fuck is wrong with me? I can’t feel anything No way, could it be the end for me I can’t feel anything Confront my inner fears or the pain I suffer now will never subside I swear on my life Accept the consequence, take me back to the place I knew I was alive Wait, I’m alive Somehow dead, I can’t even breathe here I can’t believe, I’m in Purgatory Somehow. Somehow Somehow dead, I can’t even breathe here I can’t believe, I’m in Purgatory Somehow... Dead inside All, all my life Inside
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EVERGLOW 05:49
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I don't know how I feel now... I still took damage somehow Tried my best to move out of the way They say time heals everything But waiting won't heal a thing They say time heals everything But I can't feel a thing In the everglow Everglow Everglow I can't live my life this way This pain is far too great Everglow Everglow Will they remember this light of mine? Will they remember... Will they remember... Will they remember the everglow? No. I don't think so Will they remember the everglow? I don't think! They say time heals everything (everything) But waiting won't heal a thing (it won't heal a thing) They say time heals everything (everything) But I can't feel a thing In the everglow Everglow Everglow I can't live my life this way, this pain is far too great Everglow Everglow Everglow Everglow Everglow I may give the best of myself, but suffering taught me forgiveness I may give the best of myself, but suffering taught me forgiveness
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02:00 AM 04:37
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Cuz I have nightmares, but I know you have them too I feel a weight on my chest I wake once again, in the midst of the night This time, a rose was laid on my chest I was alone and sure of myself A little bit proud, a little bit blind A little bit fake, out of my mind Obscurity is calling my name What if it’s real? What if I vie? What if it’s wrong? What if I die? What if I die? What if I die? I know my nightmares by heart. Tell me why? I know my nightmares by heart. Tell me why? Tell me why? Cuz I have nightmares, but I know you have them too I don’t have the answers, but I know you want me to I’ve been woken up again, by a weight on my chest I don’t have the answers, but I know you want me to But I know you want me to I am not afraid. No. (not afraid) Left behind. Not afraid. No (not afraid) Wake me up, I think I saw the end Wake me up, I’m sleeping in her hands Wake me up, the hag is here again Wake me up, I’m stuck at 2am Cuz I have nightmares. You have them too I don’t have the answers, but I know you want me to I’m not afraid. No. I’m not afraid, anymore. Cuz I have nightmares, but I know you have them too. I feel a weight on my chest.
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BEHIND THE LIGHT 04:56
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I’ve been through so much. I’ve been here too long Love wasn’t enough. Truth was so wrong There is something I need to leave behind To tell myself it’ll be just fine It’ll be just fine I’ve been thinking of the end Of the way I’ll fade away and pay for my sins Leaving behind all that I care about My soul can’t carry on its way out Whatever the ending, I cannot keep on hiding These feelings that I held in all my life It might be out of comfort, but I know it’ll end my suffer I must be brave and decide Whatever the ending, I cannot keep on fighting These demons that I keep inside These demons that I keep inside If I stay here till the end Will I be saved? Tell me where it all began, I’m behind the light Tell me where it all began, and please don’t you lie Am I really behind the light? I’m shedding my own skin Get rid of everything And I know, I’m done suffering I’m done suffering If I stay here till the end Will I be saved? Tell me where it all began, I’m behind the light Tell me where it all began, and please don’t you lie What if I stay will you tell me the meaning of my life? I can shed my skin once I realise I must let go of everything My soul can’t carry on its way out Whatever the ending, I cannot keep on hiding It might be out of comfort, but I know it’ll end my suffer
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IRIDESCENT (feat. Clem Richard of ASHEN) 05:14
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Shine for now You are iridescent. Iridescent Shine for now You are iridescent. I swear on my life Shine for now Shine for now As best as you can Shine. Trust yourself. Don’t give up now. The pain will fade I know what you’re thinking, Everyday believing That it’s better not to be breathing I know the reasons You just need a friend to remind you it’s okay to Shine for now You are iridescent. Iridescent Shine for now You are iridescent. I swear on my life Shine for now Shine for now You cannot please everyone in this world. Don’t be sorry Hey, you cannot please everyone in this world. Don’t be sorry Don’t be sorry Shine for now You are iridescent. Iridescent. Shine for now You are iridescent. I swear on my life It wasn’t time to die And I just feel the pain Tell me why you never said goodbye. You never said goodbye You disappeared, I’m left alone Why does this cycle never end? Your presence still subsides I swear on my life I swear on my life You cannot please everyone in this world, don’t be sorry You cannot please everyone in this world, don’t be sorry
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BITTERSWEET 06:32
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I found this picture from 2005 If I remember I used to be so shy I used to be so careless when I was young I remember being so depressed when you were gone Didn't have a voice to speak with Didn't have an ear that I could reside All the fears I kept within All I wanted was to divide I let things get to me Stood there like I was a stone A coward I refuse to be That's not how I'll raise my son And I learned from my mistakes Cuz they robbed me of my soul And I know it's not too late Too late Bittersweet is this feeling inside I never know my blessings till they die I can't waste my life holding back, Every time I'm losing sight Bittersweet is my life Bittersweet is life I can't believe it's past And I know it's not too late Broken from the start Ever since that, I gave you my heart Broken from the start Ever since that, I gave you my heart Broken from the start Ever since that, I gave you my heart Broken from the start Ever since that, I gave you my heart And I only blame myself, you know Cuz I remember that first time that we talked I remember the first time that we walked together Only to find the reasons The truth, that our actions didn't mean anything That our love didn't mean anything That our words didn't mean anything Cuz you and I were selfish Only wanted to play a game But the game was better Yeah, what if I want to stick by your side Would it be selfish? What if I want to stick by your side Would it be hopeless? Bittersweet is this feeling inside I never know my blessing till they die I can't waste my life holding back Every time, I'm losing sight Bittersweet is this feeling inside Bittersweet is this feeling inside I never know my blessings till they die I can't waste my life holding back, Every time I'm losing sight Bittersweet is my life My life Didn't have a voice to speak with My life All the fears I kept within My life Didn't have a voice to speak with My life All the fears I kept within All I wanted was to divide
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ODYSSEY 07:26
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I’ve been searching For my own lightning And I think I’m getting warm Closer and closer to the storm I’ve been searching For my own lightning And I think I’m getting warm Closer and closer to the storm My dying friend once held me Urged me to never give up my dreams He said “Stand up, believe it! You are the one to see it. I know it’s you. ...You’ll see it soon I’ve been searching For my own lightning I will find the fire Bring us back together And I’ll always remember the way back home Cuz I will find the fire Bring us back together I was told one day: “Heaven lies in the heart of men” Why can’t I bring it down here? And the clock may be ticking But life is not a race. It’s an odyssey An odyssey Odyssey I’ve been searching For my own lightning I will find the fire Bring us back together And I’ll always remember the way back home Cuz I will find the fire Bring us back together Bring us back together. Hmm... Bring us back together (Together) Bring us back together (Together) I’m still searching cuz it’s not over Bring us back together (Together) Bring us back together (Together) We may have lost our way travelling through the night Surely we’ll meet again Odyssey to the end We may have lost our way travelling through the night Surely we’ll meet again Odyssey to the end I’ve been searching For my own lightning I will find the fire Bring us back together And I’ll always remember the way back home Cuz I will find the fire Bring us back together I am striving for a new destination New destination I hope I have the wisdom to see a new revelation New revelation I am striving for a new destination. New destination I hope I have the wisdom to see a new revelation New revelation A new destination

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released April 26, 2024

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